A big step....

When you come to a fork in the road between old and comfortable or new but possibly better...Where do you go? I cannot talk much about this until i know more, but ill have you all know i believe it will be big and scary. But im thinking it will benefit me and my future family! (Ps anyone reading- im not expecting or getting rid of anyone i love)

Moments of truth...scary huh?

We all have moments where we may in fact get more brave or have a little liquid courage. I did it up pretty good, but im not upset i did. I wish it were on better, more sober terms. But my feelings were and are very real. Its not something id ever want to push on anyone, but im glad my feelings are out in the open! I DO believe ive found the person that was meant for me. Ive never been happier. Ive been so blessed in the last 6 months!

Dreamers

Believe it or not i have found the power of dreaming. I have dreamed...since the day i was born! I have always believed that i was set out to be something great. Ive always been a hardworking, loving, caring person. My heart is as big as the texas sky. Ive always had huge dreams! I have used my hard work to get the things i want. I have found the person i believe that fits me to a T, who is my best friend, the love of my life. When he is gone, i miss him. When i see him two days and then miss one...it sucks. I hope one day he will know that i fit him too!

This guy has dreams too... :) sweet boy!

Boys are tufff....and Miss Lady too

Boy do we have an awesome life with two ruff and tuff boys...and Miss lady is ruff too! Thankful for these three and my sweets who made them possible.

Breathtaking...

I have always lived my life by putting others first. I will continue to do so, no matter how many times it knocks me down! But what i am so thankful for is the man God gave me, he gave me my equal. He gave me my best friend. He have me the Love of a man who truly means it. Who isnt worried about the outside world. I believe he has a bigger and better heart than i do. He puts others first. He has a passion for love and life instead of living to be better than people which in my eyes does make him better. In my eyes it sets him a part. I put him high on a pedestal, but equal to me. We are there together! Which leads me to the original breathtaking thing. This weekend i spent with friends, and 25000 people learning how to better and change others lives. My goal in life is to be a blessing and to better others lives. I have a man standing beside me who believes in me and my dreams and his as well. So the dreams and lives of others are going to be changed!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!

A day without

      A day without Rain

Of course today was a extremely long day filled with a long winded doctor and patients full of problems. The reason I titled this a day without rain is because I honestly felt like all day all it did was rain and cause problems and move things around like rain does. But the fact is we need rain, we need it bad. I thought today would be the perfect day to begin running again. Let me tell you how AMAZING it really felt to be running again. But today what I missed and it felt like I was getting rained on, was my tiggers. He was my running buddy. As much as I love my little prince man he isn’t my runner! He is a lot like me a few years ago. Couldn’t ever just be happy with the path I was on. I was always worried about what I was doing or not doing, or tomorrow. My tiggers whom I miss dearly was a different breed. He was so sweet and laid back. He knew how to just enjoy life without worrying. He was just happy someone loved him and rescued him from the shelter. Tig taught me about living and enjoying life. When we used to run he didn’t get off track and smell everything or try and hike on each thing we passed by. He just enjoyed running with his mama. Unless we ran by the big tall fence with the really mean looking dog. TIg hated him. But on a good note even though I don’t have tig anymore, I will find another running buddy one day. I love my life and the lessons tig taught me. I enjoy the simplest things. 

PERFECT

EMPTY BED. - ok so that's not the perfect part. Suckfest.
Its not totally empty, prince is alll streched out on....Wesley's side (shhh dont tell him) but i miss my best friend. This whole every couple of nights is Booo. My extremely handsome best friend, boyfriend, love of my life is the best man i could have ever asked for. Ive spent 6 months with with someone incredible. Gives me butterflies, makes me laugh and smile, kisses my forehead, holds my hand, shows me off. Calls me many times a day, texts me when  im working. Gahhhleee. What a blessing ive recieved from God. Happy 6 months Lovey! I Love you so!