Breathtaking...

I have always lived my life by putting others first. I will continue to do so, no matter how many times it knocks me down! But what i am so thankful for is the man God gave me, he gave me my equal. He gave me my best friend. He have me the Love of a man who truly means it. Who isnt worried about the outside world. I believe he has a bigger and better heart than i do. He puts others first. He has a passion for love and life instead of living to be better than people which in my eyes does make him better. In my eyes it sets him a part. I put him high on a pedestal, but equal to me. We are there together! Which leads me to the original breathtaking thing. This weekend i spent with friends, and 25000 people learning how to better and change others lives. My goal in life is to be a blessing and to better others lives. I have a man standing beside me who believes in me and my dreams and his as well. So the dreams and lives of others are going to be changed!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!

A day without

      A day without Rain

Of course today was a extremely long day filled with a long winded doctor and patients full of problems. The reason I titled this a day without rain is because I honestly felt like all day all it did was rain and cause problems and move things around like rain does. But the fact is we need rain, we need it bad. I thought today would be the perfect day to begin running again. Let me tell you how AMAZING it really felt to be running again. But today what I missed and it felt like I was getting rained on, was my tiggers. He was my running buddy. As much as I love my little prince man he isn’t my runner! He is a lot like me a few years ago. Couldn’t ever just be happy with the path I was on. I was always worried about what I was doing or not doing, or tomorrow. My tiggers whom I miss dearly was a different breed. He was so sweet and laid back. He knew how to just enjoy life without worrying. He was just happy someone loved him and rescued him from the shelter. Tig taught me about living and enjoying life. When we used to run he didn’t get off track and smell everything or try and hike on each thing we passed by. He just enjoyed running with his mama. Unless we ran by the big tall fence with the really mean looking dog. TIg hated him. But on a good note even though I don’t have tig anymore, I will find another running buddy one day. I love my life and the lessons tig taught me. I enjoy the simplest things. 

PERFECT

EMPTY BED. - ok so that's not the perfect part. Suckfest.
Its not totally empty, prince is alll streched out on....Wesley's side (shhh dont tell him) but i miss my best friend. This whole every couple of nights is Booo. My extremely handsome best friend, boyfriend, love of my life is the best man i could have ever asked for. Ive spent 6 months with with someone incredible. Gives me butterflies, makes me laugh and smile, kisses my forehead, holds my hand, shows me off. Calls me many times a day, texts me when  im working. Gahhhleee. What a blessing ive recieved from God. Happy 6 months Lovey! I Love you so!

An off day

You know, sometimes you just cant help but to feel quite, alone, a by yourself day. This used to be something i often felt. It was sort of... My normal. The track my life is on has drastically changed for the better, but today. Well it was one of those "alone" days. My blogging is sometimes few and far between and often random. I was told once i liked random music, maybe thats because all the different types, speak to me at different times. Kind of like my taste in tv shows. I can go from a love story, to drama, to medical, to mystery, to western and finish up with a little action and or murder. Ohhh i learned how to fishbone today....ok so that was even more random. Maybe by now i can shake this alone feeling. Goodnight

along time coming

Along

time

coming

I used to be a pro…at keeping you guys updated

for the lack of

I apoligize!

Here lately, all i have really wanted to do is focus on my Relationships.

Family, Friends and My god send (Wesley)

My business has been really consuming me. I have great new distributors who have worked so incredibly hard and it will begin to pay off for them.

We are signed up for success school.

whoo hoo!

Except

I havent spent more than a few days and about 45 minutes from my handsome man. Im not sure ill live!

I have many beliefs about my new found love for a man who makes me 100% happy. He completes me. i never ever forget how important i truly am. He supports me in all i do. If i happen to make him crazy…he hasn’t shown me yet. You are my best friend. The peanut butter to my pB & J sandwich. the hand i love to hold. the warm hold i love to wake up to. The person i best tangle my legs with while i sleep. My first thought in the morning, my last thought before i fall asleep. my favorite ONLY levi boooooty to look at. My favorite knock at the front door, even though you have a key.

ok ok ill stop. but i cant help it. you’re my biggest blessing. I love you Wesley! 

Ill be Wednesday…Its almost time for Thanksgiving!

 Recipe of the day-

From the kitchen of my Samra ( Sandra Chrane)

4 sliced apples

9” round pan

½ deep of water

½” of sugar

1/3” brown sugar

1 stick of butter

Bake @ 350 until soft about 1 hr,  remove and cover with foil

Good possible twist- Dollar store round red cinnamon candies!

I doubt mine will taste as good as hers but maybe they will be worth eating!

I also managed to chicken fry some pork chops- even though by the time I was done I haven’t eaten a single one.

My prize of the day!

100 Elf eyeshadows…for 10 dollars- YES I said TEN. (100 dollar value)

1 new blush - $3

New Elf Nude Foundation $3

Black Liquid Eye Liner- $1

JACK POT!!!!! Now if I can only find my outfit for Thanksgiving!

Can you say Aggravation??

Thank you prince!

Home alone on a Wednesday Night...Goodnight all!