Crumbling...

First off….what a week!

I honestly didn’t know after today how much more I could handle! I thought I was being tested really hard for something I’ve never studied before. And guess what I FAILED. This week I have definitely let stress get the best of me and so therefore I pretty much see that as a small failure. This whole month and half a year has been a big challenge and a hard study for a test I’m not sure how to prepare for. Lots of the things over the past month have been by my choice, but they did stream from other things. I didn’t just dream up wanting my life to turn out differently than ive been planning. But as for this last two weeks has been filled with lots of time getting things back to normal before I need to be committed. I have moved furniture and bought mostly new things trying to get my home back to a home and not have to be embarrassed when people come by to visit. I have moved many important things into my home, they were my Gram’s she has been gone far too long and I miss her everyday but I know she is watching over me and is glad my home is full of the things she was prod of.

As for this week lots of fun over the weekend with Mine and Sarah’s hangover type morning looking for her…and her purse back and forth to cisco a couple times.

Dad and I started trying to figure out my major bathroom problem which consisted of ripping apart a bathroom the second half of Saturday only to find not only was my toilet leaking…but the sink was leaking worse. BLAHHHH. SMH. I know. How terrible. Finally around 9:30 we called it quits and I took a trip to good ol CISCO AMERICA, to hang out with my friends for a chill night!

Sunday was a lunch, nap and remodel some more kind of day! Not to mention a father, daughter trip to lowes!!! I Love the time dad and I have been able to spend working on my house. These memories with my family are ones ill never forget and will always mean so much to me. Knowing my house was first built on love from my family. Finally get the bathroom finished Wednesday only to figure out that I have a 300 electric bill and I need to call a tech out to work on the ac!

WHOOO hoo tech coming on Thursday to fix the ac….and to tell me I have to come up with another 375 this month to fix the remaining duct work under the house! Can you say….WATER WORKS. Sometimes this tuff girl just cant handle it all. EVEN though she tries.

It was all better by a surprise visit from my lovelies. THEY Remind me that I do have a purpose on this earth! And off to meet the Bulldogs we went!!

My parents were there to proudly support me and the little Squad tonight! THEY DID SOOOO GREAT! Cant wait for the rest of the season!

Im following this night up with a short visit with my angels of Grandparents who have told me they aren’t taking no for an answer on helping me with my house. I cried. Because im one blessed girl who could not make it through this life without my family, friends and the good lord. Thank you Lord for continuing to bless me even when my faith is lacking.