It's been awhile since I've blogged. Sometimes I should pay more attention to my own sanity by letting my feelings hit the keys to go onto the white paper. I am feeling a little lost but mostly in an overwhelmed sense. We are so blessed it's unreal, but busy times as these I want to crash, burn, cry, maybe even throw a fit on the floor as if I were a child again. I know that I cannot carry out this crazy, uncontrolled action, but I'd like to. We are in the midst of Christmas, of deciding to move and leave my home behind. Yes it's still mine in the literal sense, but it's still my home that i have worked very hard on. I'm scared of moving, a new start, not having a yard per say for our babies. I'm terrified something will happen to them. They are my life. My Younique business is thriving in the sales aspect, but I have been unable to recruit anyone, which is putting me close to missing out on my fast start bonus. I am struggling with letting go completely of my advocare business while working something I'm more passionate about. Forgive me for rambling but I didn't feel like writing tonight, more less tapping out my thoughts. I am praying over the changes. I am praying God will change me to accept what we are looking at.
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