At the end of the day?

What really matters?

We spend the majority of our lives running way too much and far too long and spend way too much time dwelling on the things in life that don’t really matter.

We go to school for at least 12 grades and we have no choice. It’s chosen for us. The majority of that time is spent being miserable. But we have absolutely no choice about being or not being there. When we get old enough to drive (16 years old) we might end up with some other freedoms. Driving, cars, hanging out with friends, in my case, involved beginning work. After those main 12 grades we than have a (Graduation). Everyone comes to celebrate the fact that you are A) still alive B) actually made it all 12 grades without getting into any major trouble or flunking out c) and the fact that they hope you have chosen to go on and make your life better by attending (COLLEGE).

(College)- Well there are several different ways you can go about this. You can have way too much fun and barely even make it through...some don’t. You can work your butt off and be done in just 2 years, or you can keep continuing your education because you’re just not happy… (Ever) and keep adding letters to the back of your name. Most of this time involves working to either A) support yourself, your family if you chose that route first, B) support your bad habits, or C) support yourself and the education you’re getting.

In the mean time of all of this time some may have either A) found love and lost it B) had their heart broken once, twice or maybe even a million times and are still searching c) found the person you love and want your (forever) with and they still quite aren’t sure, or D) or its combo of two people who love one another unconditionally E) MARRIED.

You’re (CAREER) well. This is supposed to be something you have a complete 100% passion for and can’t wait to wake up every day to do. (Careers) can be brought about by any way. You could have slaved away in school for years just trying to get your degree, you could have gone to a type of trade school, or you could just have happened upon a great opportunity.  Whatever it may be it’s just a great thing to have. Believe it or not we must have a job or career one we love or hate either way we must have something. We cannot survive without a job of some sort. Believe it or not we all have bills to pay. People to take care of being it a family or be it just yourself.

(DREAMS) are what we see in our future when we are just little girls. We see it almost as a fairy tale. One that we just can’t wait to grow up and see for ourselves. When I was little girl, like most I planned my perfect wedding to my perfect man and it was beautiful. It was extraordinary. It was my dream. Ever since I was little girl and fought a battle that some aren’t so lucky to win I have had the dream to do great things. I have a passion for people, because certain people had the passion to help the man upstairs save my life. I have this passion for life, and making others happy. I am always trying to be someone’s saving grace. I am always trying to save others.  I stick around way to long, a let people push me way to far, and I know that I should learn my lesson but I just can’t. But I always follow my heart. I may be ignoring the biggest signs. But I will always put my best effort into anything and hang on for too long. But I have a love in my heart for a person who I cannot imagine my life without. Things get tough and I get tested I get frustrated and I get ready to just flat out give up. What keeps me holding on?

(LOVE) I do believe after everything we have been through and I promise it’s been more than I would have ever been willing to handle. I get so angry and frustrated with the situation we are in. I have never actually been so happy to be around someone so much. At first I was terrified of the moving in step, moving home…because I have always been alone. In unhealthy relationships that would have never worked. But I actually want a life, with this person. He is normally there no matter when or what I need. He makes me laugh. He makes me question my old beliefs in love and life. He challenges me every day. A lot recently I have been thinking very hard because I have never felt so drained and challenged. What’s best for me, what is he really wanting, what are the thoughts in his head, am I overreacting, and I’m being a brat….I’m struggling.

So you (see) my main point. WE get so caught up in our everyday lives and all the hustle and bustle, of job, no job, new friends, old friends, new life, old life, stress, anger, fear, and worry that we truly forget what’s important.

(Love) is the only real thing that will get us through each day. Don’t forget to appreciate the ones who love you, that worry about you, that fear losing you and the life they have with you, and you fear losing the life that you have with them. (BECAUSE) your job, friends, enemies, trouble, old life are supposed to still exist, but the life you make with the love of your life is supposed to be number one.

(YOU) need someone to support you, hold your hand, pat your back, wake up with every morning, scratch your back, love you unconditionally, make you laugh, be your biggest fan, because your friends, family, job, children are just a plus! & you need it all to make a life.

The (point) is don’t forget or leave behind the ones you can’t picture your life without, because they might eventually not be there. Tomorrow is NEVER a guarantee.