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So many of my daily thoughts should be left inside my head. But here lately I'm real tired of holding back. You win some, you lose some. I have never been a very self confident person. I've been through so many shitty things that I just don't even know what confidence is anymore. Most people say that "confidence" is a stain people can't wife up. Well mine has slowly been drowned in my own tears and more than that fears. So you ask why I continued to live the way I have. I have such a big heart I continue to try and see the good in people even if that means reading things I shouldn't have and knowing what I should do but continuing to try anyway. I know that one day no matter when someone will figure out what I'm worth even when I don't and cherish it and never do anything to jeapordize it. hopefully sooner than later. Because I feel like I'm walking down a paved road that's turning to dirt and once I hit the dirt I may never look back. A girl can only crumble before she cracks. What I can't figure out is how I deserve any of the things I know about but just can't confront them. So where do I go next?? Nope I'm not sure either
-until next time...Miss Whit

Location:Inside my head